Schrödinger's cat...Hope floats..! :)

I wrote a blog couple of hours ago so, one might be wondering why another one again..Its because, I can't go to sleep and suddenly felt that I should write down something about Schrödinger's cat...The Famous Austrian physicist Erwin Schrödinger who actually came up with this idea...anyway let's get to the experiment..here in this experiment; A cat, along with a flask containing a poison, is placed in a sealed box...then if an internal Geiger counter detects radiation, the flask is shattered, releasing the poison that kills the cat.So unless until anybody opens the box it is thought that the cat might be both alive or dead...But as we haven't opened the box yet we actually don't know what it is!!....Here coming to human perception,like judging anybody is actually like this Schrödinger's cat experiment.See here you come to know a person...hang out or see him for a long time but still you really actually don't know that person...unless until you get to be actually someone close to him...see here Love is some sort of like that kinda thing...How much can you know if you actually don't open the box...Every person is a mystery but that doesn't mean you can fall for one...to really know him/her, you'll actually have to assume that the cat inside the box is alive...LOL...joking,it is the real person who resides within that person is good...so unless you aren't able to perceive that, you will die alone...so what we do when we meet someone and the matter of trust comes into line we assume that person is good based on our little knowing about that particular one try to open the box...lets not go into judging what if???...but why not assume the cat is alive and try....Losing hope on a person is a sin and believing might too be mistake but why not make a mistake rather than committing a sin!!!...think people...think...!

Long time no see....

It's been quite a while since,I've last wrote anything on my blog.....aah let's count_-_-_-_-_-..ok so its been like 77days!!!..uuh...long time...so what was I doin' these days...haha...ummm...yeah, did many things,wasted my time also utilized it very well too.. :P...haha...The main thing is that I've changed..at least I can feel so...I've changed a lot...There is a huge difference between the old MzA and the current one...No,not in morality but changes in different traits of personality...I guess, I started to change from the beginning of this year and now I can feel it bit by bit.....I will say that the changes are good...It will help me a lot in the upcoming day's...My views haven't changed but I have learned to see it from different perspectives...thanks..thanks thanks for helping me change...I was living behind a curtain...suddenly its been removed and things are clearer to me now... :)

So mates 77 days is a very long time...there have been lots of ups and downs...lots of phenomenon's have taken place and blah blah...lol.......so for today I end my writing, singing some lines of a song ok..hihi.... :P...Its called "WAY BACK INTO LOVE" so here it goes..

"I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs,
I know that it’s out there,
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere..."

Is it simply denying the very existence of God???

Scientists for more than a century have been coming up with ideas like Parallel universe,time travel,suspended animation,levitation,artificial intelligence etc etc..Now here if you gotta believe some of these theories then does it simply mean that you are denying the very existence of God or is it so??..For example what if the Parallel universe theory was correct??..My answer will be no, if that parallel universe theory was correct also, I won't deny the existence of God!!..Why ?? Let me explain...My today's blog will mainly be based on my theories about this matter..So here it goes.I won't deny God's existence..Cause I think that we are more like God's experiments,who have been made superior of all the other beings.To the extension of my thoughts..I think that God maybe experimenting us in this world and in other worlds.Like I maybe the same everywhere,I have the same DNA structure,but my characteristics and thoughts are different in those world's.I might been given to grow up in a complete different environment just to test what I turn up to be or what difference will I make!!..I think it is possible.Here in this world,we see our life in a linear manner.We always have two choices to a work 1. to do and 2.no to do or more likely positive or negative impact of that to do thing and not to do thing.When we choose to do as I said it also has both positive and negative impacts..So in this way our choices have branches.So as we see our life in a linear manner it is literally not linear.So my thought on this is that God is experimenting us in such way that what we are not doing in this world, we are doing it in another world.And doing something in this world would have had that positive and negative impact, again if that positive impact is taking place in here then I'd again say the negative impact of that thing is taking place in there,the other world.Feeling dizzy right!!!LOL..yeah this thoughts are indeed kinda dizzy..So as I was saying in this way you head towards infinite possibilities in infinite worlds.For simple explanation see here in a research laboratory we have different labs for different testing purposes.So why not assume that God is also doing the same thing with us??..We are his research topics and worlds are his research facilities!!!...This thoughts bring me to infinite me,which also summarizes that what I haven't done here, I have done it there..LOL...Crazy isn't it!!...But somehow I'm really convinced in thinking so...anyway so this how I would say that these theories doesn't deny the very existence of God but rather strengthen my belief!!!

Silence becomes me.......

Do I ever relax???..I guess not.Its because, I'm thinking all the time.Yes thinking,I don't know if anybody else thinks so much like me.So literally, I never ever relax.Its my vacation but I'm thinking,thinking about myself,my family,my friends and the every single thing that makes me think.LOL..ridiculous,isn't it!!But why am I thinking so much.Besides this thinking business I should start doing things too.Like on my last blog I wrote about the special one.But thinking will not bring her to me.I'll have to look at every inch of the world to find her or I guess maybe just look around.But I'm not doing that too.Here If some girl loves me,I guess I'll still keep thinking but do nothing instead.I know this is bad, very, very bad.But can't help myself.This thinking will ruin me.So I must get out of this barrier and start doing things but not think.But doing things without thinking has some consequences,sometimes serious consequences.For example here suppose you love somebody.Ok just love.Time comes,you can't control yourself and tell her that without thinking a bit what will happen afterward.Now if that girl likes you too, then its ok.But what if she doesn't like you!!..Not a bit!!..Then will you be able to take that blow??..If you think and do that work then there is chance that you might survive that blow.But if not?? Then you'll be ruined for a while.Everything in the world will seem empty and that has serious consequences..So beware, think and do.By the way there is a but in this thinking too.What if you kept thinking and thinking and suddenly someday you discover that she has started going out with somebody else.You being a coward and a big thinker were not able to propose her in time and eventually you are nowhere.So thinking has serious consequences too.So what should I do.I think too much,think all the time and as it has happened before silence became me and will it keep happening again and again???..I don't want this silence to become me again...I want to break this barrier and express the deepest thoughts that I have hidden in my heart...Help me God!!!...Free me of my thoughts..show me light..show me what should I do........

The girl who loved me....

I actually took this title from the Bond movie 'The spy who loved me'...LOL...Yeah but using this title to write, I'm not sure that if actually any girl has ever fallen in love with me.In my school days yes some chicks liked me and two of them proposed me but I never said yes to any.I guess that was a little crush they had on me and that's why that blah blah.Anyway but falling in love with me,I guess that counts zero or I don't know.Love,yeah that's something special I guess a must thing that should happen in everybody's life.LOL...Sounds too emotional..Yeah but I think it should happen.Because every once in life a person feels lonely,on that time that person needs someone to overcome that loneliness.Now you can say everybody's got a family then why should one feel lonely.I'd say yes we have a family that's right but human brain is programed to feel lonely in a certain age ,there are some feelings that one is not able to share with the family but only with that one special person,those heavenly feelings..LOL.Is it really!!!...I don't know actually, but hearing about others experience,sounds like it is somewhat heavenly.Haha.Anyway now lets come to my girl.LOL...The girl who loved me...Was there anyone.Who knows!!..But wish I could know...LOL...Am I feeling lonely???.I'd say,yes I'm.Wish I could share my thoughts,have long conversations,have sweet quarrel,being taken care of and the last and the most important loved by that special someone,the one.I hope someday she'll come and fill the emptiness of my heart..So that I'd never feel lonely again...LOL...How romantic!!!...haha....Yes everybody wants that but some lucky ones only get to have that wish fulfilled.Am I one of those lucky ones.I hope that I'd be,someday.What is taking you so long to come in my life, my Lady..what???..Show up...I'm waiting!!!...Its time...LOL...

Life a big ?....!!!Just don't wanna be another brick in the wall!!!

We are born one day and we eventually die someday but, in the meantime we get to live a life for sometime.This is how it goes naturally; life cycle of a human being.But except that one day and someday the meaningful time is that lifetime, where we live a life.But actually what is life?..I guess this is the biggest question of all.What is it?..In my opinion 3 different type of people see it in 3 different ways,and I guess that defines what life really means.Now three kinds to go with, where one see it as a gift to utilize,other see it as a time which is passing by and let it pass by and the last ones are,who see it technically nothing to care or worry about,the ones who waste it.Now, I'm not someone who knows everything but I have some perspectives of my own that how these three kind of people see it.So out of this perspective let my thoughts be unleashed.The first type,the practical ones who think life as a gift and utilize it.This type of people are actually mentally very strong and they actually know what they are doing,what they want and how they want.They are very motivated to do anything they want to and try to bring success out of it by any means.This is how these kind of people make the best utilization of their lives.Second type of people are actually very bored with life.Two reasons;one either they have all the things that they need to have or the second they have failed to achieve what they wanted and so they are demoralized because of that and they expect nothing else from life and want life to go as it goes and eventually die someday.You cannot expect anything innovative from these kind of people and actually the world is filled with these kind of people.And coming to the last type of personality.These type of people are actually the filth's of the society.As they don't care about what is happening to their lives they also don't care what happens to other peoples lives and do whatever they want to.Doesn't even care a bit how someones life could be ruined just only because of their actions...So this is how it goes.I know that I've failed here to answer the big question, so just take these words as my own thoughts.As I see my life,I know that, I just don't wanna be just another brick in the wall.I don't wanna lead life as others are leading.I wanna do something different,something that makes me immortal.Immortal in a divine way......

When I say heck!!!...I mean, what the Heck!!!

Hey its me again,writing, oops typing actually; to find myself again.haha...About the title..LOL!!! I couldn't resist but use it.This title occurred to me when I was in the shower,cooling myself down.So feeling like what,I don't know.My exams are over,but why ain't I still feeling that feeling!!!Something wrong?..Is there something wrong??...aah interruption, I went back to make myself a cup of coffee...Tastes good!!...So where was I??...Wrong??...Yes,something is actually very very wrong and weird going on with me.What is it??..I'm trying to sort it out,but half the way I can,half the way I can't.The coffee is damn good!!!...Love it!!!...LOL...Sorting things out,I'd say, actually is one of my greatest qualities.A quality,yeah definitely it is.Why not? When you see more than half the people you know are somehow fucked up,you gotta grow up to be someone who can sort things out by himself.But can I actually sort things out?..I'd say not always,I too screw things up at times, but somehow I manage to sort them out eventually.So now,actually whats wrong with me?...Actually I know and also don't know.Time comes in your life when you lose the capability of judging your feelings .I guess something like that is going on with me.Whether it is that,that I don't wanna judge them or it is that I wanna runaway from them.Whatever it is,the main thing is that I'm not so well,I mean mentally..pressurized,stupified,petrified by someone or no one.LOL!!! I wish some psychologist reads this writing.Sigmund Freud probably,aah I wish he was alive...Then I'd have definitely e-mailed him, my this writing.I guess, I sound terrible,shouldn't I??When you are screwing up some of the most important things of your life,yes then you should.So what the heck is wrong with me!!!...haha...

Can't I just write something......LOL!!!

Feeling like my hand wants to type some thoughts down.So lets see which ones.What to write...ummm ok,how about the days which just passed by,ok..Last couple of days were miserable!!..ooh no lets say last couple of weeks...When you know you are going to be released from a prison,you start counting your days and the days start to pass with miseries!!..LOL...How does that sound!!...No I'm currently not in a prison,but my mind is!!..haha...yeah my mind.I'm longing to be free,to be away from all the studying and stuffs.Its been almost four months since my semester have started and as the courses I took seemed interesting at the beginning, reads like crap now!!..I was enjoying this Wireless communication course from the beginning but suddenly the motivation got somehow lost!!..Though I gotta say I liked the Advanced Electronics lab course..Specially to mention the lab final was very very exciting practical exam to sit for...I thought I learnt nothing from that course but what turned out as I sat for the exam, that actually I did learn something.How?? I don't know,as I went through with the experiments following the book, calculating the values by myself I realized,yeah boy you know things that you don't know..hihi....anyway I loved that exam.So where was I??Prison..Yeah prison.I guess this life is like a prison,crossing the different stages of life is like shifting from one prison to other.I'm counting my days to shift from this my university like prison to an unknown one..What would it be like??..who, except god knows!!!...Haha....Destiny awaits!!...Heading towards an unknown destiny,who knows what awaits,but getting prepared to deal with it or really am I??? LOL!!!!